Thoughts of a Real Woman with Real Issues........

Okay ......I'm still on the emotional Love rollercoaster so I'm gonna talk about my thoughts about it until I get through it or over it. Which ever happens first. Now, why do we have to have emotions and hearts ? What's the purpose if they are gonna get hurt, broken, handed back to you, etc...., you know what I'm talking about. I know a couple who were faced with very very bad obstacles and they survived them together. Not saying that everyone is the same but they truly love one another. Their love was tested and they passed . I've witnessed alot of it growing up. I always dreamed to have a love that would survive anything and everything. People have reasons for doing things , sometimes the things they do may not be right but there is always a reason. Why are there people out there who don't believe in giving chances ? Not too many but the chance to change or make things right. There are definitely some no nonsense people in the world. By that being said......people like that are always yearning for "PERFECT" when there is no such thing. Oh I have definitely made more than my share of mistakes in my life and I know I'm gonna make more. That's what life is .........LIVE, LOVE,LAUGH,and FORGIVE......GOD says Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.1 Peter 4:8. I may be a hopeless romantic or whatever you wanna call it but I have always believed that love conquers all. There are things that can be forgiven and there are some that cannot in some people's eyes. But in GOD's eyes all is forgiven. Now the couple I spoke of in the beginning of this faced the unthinkable and in some eyes, the unforgivable. The forgiveness they have given eachother builds foundation and made their love for one another stronger than ever and no one can break that no matter what the obstacle may be. LOVE is beautiful and I want it with a specific person but to him I am unworthy of being forgiven ......Is it cause I was created human and not perfect ? I wonder why we can't get past this cause LOVE is strong and shall not be judged..........